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On my way to….

On the way to. London….remembering that the only prayer should be that He might be revealed. Even then, I know that the only purpose of that is to make my mind open,

God does not change, nor does he react or change to accommodate my whim.

Prayer is nothing more than my mind opening to let him in. Prayer is for my benefit, not God’s. He is spiritual and knows of nothing physical.

Prayer is that exact moment, my consciousness changes.

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This has to be one of the most misunderstood points of religion. We have all had moments where we cry out to God and nothing happens….many people who are left disappointed walk away: for them they say “it doesnt work”.

But what if prayer only flows one way, Love which flows down, not petitions up. If we are provided for, with everything, we need to look around and see it, not look up and plead for it.

That doesnt mean that human prayer is useless, even though our prayers are not heard by a superhuman man on a throne, our pleading and yearning does serve a purpose, it prepares us to realise the answer, to open our minds to wait or to see for the gentle answer which is revealed to us not given to us anew.

The Christian science movement does not allow any vocal prayer directed at a “perhaps or maybe,” God because God is defined as being without a Godhead….there is no Deity or person to pray to. The idea is these types of prayers lower God to something manlike, not raising us up to something Godlike.

Sadly I have lost many friends over the years who cannot understand why I dont completely abandon organised religion. People who feel that Catholicism is a waste of time as tha Deity is supposedly a being who makes decisions based on his mood that day. But yet listening to Science and Health and Bible recitations at a CS service has to be one of the dullest services on the face of the planet and then there is the money and the board meetings, mind games and fights. The truth is that Catholicism cannot escape Liturgy, they are trapped by it and CS services are locked into a victorian style service which also cannot be changed.

Yet God does not see denomination, he doesnt see Christian Science and another church called presbyterian or whatever, he does not have a Godhead to conceive such trivial man made divisions, He is Love.

We should never mistake organised religion for God nor should we write off vocal prayer as simply useless. Both have their purposes they help us to feel we are doing something, at the same time helping a community to grow.

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The Secret.

What is the secret of life, without strife, Corona Virus, human relationship issues or war?

The answer has been revealed time and time again: the attainment of a higher consciousness, call it what you want: Christ Consciousness, or 4th dimension, Enlightenment etc. It is not something new, we have always had it,  it may be illumined   free us from a material sense of life.  But it needs a bit of practice.

This freedom from the material sense is indeed the only Life. If we believe that Life is dependent on a vaccine, a heart, money, muscles or indeed any mental thought, then we remain ignorant. it is only ignorance which can believe that our lives are dependent on the external realm – when in fact, our internal Life is that which governs our external Life. That is the big “I” Mind not little minds.

So how do we find this self complete being “I”? We find it in our oneness of our source. Until we are aware of the “I” in the big sense, the more we will be dominated not only by our own thoughts but by those of others in the believed collective rather than the big “Mind”.

The books are only steps leading us up to those moments when the veil is dropped from the face. In that other consciousness we no longer believe materially, we simply see through the facts which are presented to us.  Where the human mind sees basic fact, the higher calling says “I see through this to beyond”.

Demanding that you are “in” that consciousness by denying disease does not help.  Anything beginning with the smaller mind pointing outwards is no better than asking Mickey Mouse to intercede – the starting point is completely wrong which is where the Prayer has been very misunderstood over the centuries. To be Biblical about it “ye ask amiss” so your prayer remains unanswered.

Sitting for a few moments every day simply taking a Bible verse like “I and my Father are one” and with eyes closed gently waiting for God to be realized is more than enough to change your universe – but don´t wait for a calamity like Corona to come of the scene before you start doing this – do it now as as you begin to enjoy the wonders of the presence of God – everything else falls into place.  One of my favorites are the Hebrew words:

“Mi Kamocha” (who is like You?)


Ein Kamocha (There is none like You )

You don´t need to repeat these as a mantra, just contemplate them and do not demand that they heal you – just allow communion to take place – no more words are necessary. In fact these words are just preparation.

Try it.



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Question and Answer regarding Prayer

Question: What is Prayer and what is the point of Prayer?

Answer:  In historic and mainstream Christianity, Prayer meant simply asking God (Spirit) for things. If you felt a lack, caused by you, by evil or caused by nothing, then you approached God and then he decided if you were to get the desired object or not and then you accepted what you thought his will was for you. That simple description sums up the usual view as well as rising early, singing badly to a God that was somehow present and hearing your daily life. That view is beginning to vanish and Churches, like many others are slowly beginning to change their opinion in favour of a more psychiatric God who is your friend and is reached through a brain instead of a mouth.

If we define God as a science or a set of universal laws which holds our existence then there is no Godhead to decide whether he will grant your wish in an Aladdin´s Lamp kind of a way. In this viewpoint, all which is of Spirit, is with us as well.  If we accept the idea that Spirit cannot see lack, has no sense of time, space or human life and that our existence is in It (Him) completely then we can reform our ideas of how to pray.  It should be noted though that there is no point in bringing “human things or issues” to It, for It cannot see them. Why would It? Human Life belongs to the world of dreams and is a law unto itself created by small minds which think they are the centre of their universe.

Prayer then is a commune with that Mind, a daily rerouting of ourselves and the little “I” to the big “I” which is God. This is achieved by silence and listening for set periods every day. Realising that the ego, poor health, sin sickness, death and lack  are not God´s problems, they are ours and only exist in our own perception. In today´s world, silence  is often called meditation although its simply a communion with Spirit for a few moments. In this space, we can redefine ourselves and our thinking about our existence. We can remember that the World is “good” and all of the qualities of God are our qualities too for He (It) made us. So Prayer is a realignment of our thought into what is real. In that place there is no room for illness hatred, sin, sickness or death.

It can also be noted that simple affirmations like “my Father and I are one” or oher illuminatory affirmations from the Bible or otherwise help us to see that we are not separate from God. As we grow in this practice, we learn to trust God more and not to panic about world affairs or personal issues. As that happens things like poor health and lack, vanish.

There may also be times when we need to “argue” mentally against opinions which are affecting us or those we know. Spirit however remains unchanged.  These arguments are for our benefit to enrich our life experience.  It should be noted that these “arguments” are not really about who we are but should be arguing about what  God is “I am Gods perfect Child and cannot be sick” is rather futile since it goes no higher than the “me”. A better Prayer is “God is perfect, God is good , whole and healthy, therefore so am I”. All Prayer needs to be aimed at God not our own sense of sickness. Fear can feel very depleting at certain moments. So Prayer brings us into line with Spirit but does not change anything except our views and with that, comes peace, trust, joy, healing and love to a particular situation.

There are some people who prefer religious rituals and who likely will never leave those. For all people though,  Spirit speaks to humanity daily and directly at every moment without Priest or Practitioner or intermediatary and It is there if we listen to It calling us to Love and to reflect the big “I” to establish God´s KIngdom on earth.

Prayer then, can be defined as not rushing to fix a situation, but learning what God would have us to do in a particular situation and learning how to hand things over to him without rushing to add human opinion, medical opinion or final judgement to an issue.  When faced with a very strong imposing issue, like health or perceived lack,  to eliminate the fear is always a good place to begin.



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Questions on Healing


If  I ask you to pray for me or to work on my health condition – and you are away or do not see my Email and I am healed, surely you cannot say that any action of yours or of Christian or Spiritual healing actually helped in this case. Was it not just natural cause and effect as well as time which made the healing?


It is not my brain which causes the healing in fact “I” in the personal sense has nothing to do with the healing. My brain does not heal you and does not need to know about your case, therefore your reaching out to me is reaching out to the larger sense of “I” which is Spirit. So you were healed.

Spirit does not see denomination and does not know words like Christian Science, illness, death, these are human terms to describe experience. What you describe as natural cause and effect would be described in metaphysical terms as a false belief that time or the mortal body heals itself. This may give you a sense of relief but the illness is then free to come back, for it still exists for you or another in your experience to contract it.  Science works to eliminate the belief of disease which in turn eliminates the disease itself.  Science in this case meaning Spirit.

I have noticed that some people in the healing profession often write phrases like “The time I healed….” or “when I healed John of something” – not only are these phrases dangerous because of pride but they give a false idea that a person is responsible for healing another and that can never be correct and produces a form of mesmerism that some individuals have power to heal whereas others do not.

Healers spends time daily in silence declaring the presence of Spirit and of It´s perfection daily – it is the negation of his brain faculties and thinking which produces healing – not academia or indeed your request. God does not see your request either – the Practitioner or person assisting simply helps you to see you are whole. But that revelation of wholeness can speak to you directly too – if you listen for it. If a person takes any responsibility for a healing, it must only be to gracefully say “God or Spirit healed that person… of…. ” and even those words can only be used to describe the human experience of healing, for God always has and always will see you as complete.