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No surprises.

It is of no surprise to me that there are so many athiests around. I found myself using words in my head trying to call out to the “guy in the sky” today. Of course these things simply allow me to be open to getting a reply but its not supposed to be used as an online complaints portal. Its just so that I can be expectant of a reply, to wait and to hear. I need to remember Love, (God) is Spirit.

These days I am becoming more aware of material living. The sheer amounts of money passing around me yet having nothing to do with me… I am told I must receive a vaccine booster. The cost to me is free, yet money moves above me and around me at every turn from the office receptionist to the government payment to the owners, investors and of course to the stakeholders of the pharmaceutical companies each paid because I said “yes”.

I am a cog in a machine which they will remove when they find a faster way to get cash.

I am called to redeem that view,  somehow to make it metaphysical, we all are and I think we all know something isn’t right. But isn’t right with what?

Many Churches cash in on the fact that Mary said “yes” at the Annunciation. Yet Churches at a local level simply “Love” and dont really care about where the Denomination invests money. Do they need to?

A song suddenly popped into my mind “Going Nowhere” by Lena Zavaroni. The lyrics say that ” and we’re asked to hold the world together, make it happen, give it Children who in turn are going nowhere.”

I have no choice over the vaccine booster, if I dont take it they will stop me from travelling, and its looking like in the future we will have no choice in this matter.

It is clear that the cold opinions of regulation which are enshrined in our laws dominate us so I will do what they ask of me.

A smile or kind word from the nurse at the time of injection redeems the whole system into something joyful, for “Love is the window through which we see God” (St Augustine).

I returned home from London last night. All is well.

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1 John 8-10

There are numerous Bible quotes about being “perfect”. But the above reminds us that human thinking is not perfect.

“Be ye perfect as your Father in heaven….”. Is another one.

Many of these texts have been used to hurt us by the judgement of the Church and by the judgement of others. They discovered we weren’t perfect in their eyes.

Much of the new testament was written to encourage people, the letters and epistles often directly told about unrest, politics and bitter battles between “the saints” on issues they were called to leave, such as circumcision or the differences between Peter and Paul.

Human life can never be perfect, and clearly it never was.

We find the Divine, moment by moment, listening to the still small voice

Redemption in the literal sense should raise us higher, yet clearly it didn’t for the early Saints or for us.

We are redeemed only as we grow into our new identity and no amount of wishing it will make it happen quicker.

In the silence we hear Him, that gentle voice telling us “all is well”. Let us not beat ourselves because of a lack of human perfection, let us claim our reality. Love

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On my way to….

On the way to. London….remembering that the only prayer should be that He might be revealed. Even then, I know that the only purpose of that is to make my mind open,

God does not change, nor does he react or change to accommodate my whim.

Prayer is nothing more than my mind opening to let him in. Prayer is for my benefit, not God’s. He is spiritual and knows of nothing physical.

Prayer is that exact moment, my consciousness changes.

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This has to be one of the most misunderstood points of religion. We have all had moments where we cry out to God and nothing happens….many people who are left disappointed walk away: for them they say “it doesnt work”.

But what if prayer only flows one way, Love which flows down, not petitions up. If we are provided for, with everything, we need to look around and see it, not look up and plead for it.

That doesnt mean that human prayer is useless, even though our prayers are not heard by a superhuman man on a throne, our pleading and yearning does serve a purpose, it prepares us to realise the answer, to open our minds to wait or to see for the gentle answer which is revealed to us not given to us anew.

The Christian science movement does not allow any vocal prayer directed at a “perhaps or maybe,” God because God is defined as being without a Godhead….there is no Deity or person to pray to. The idea is these types of prayers lower God to something manlike, not raising us up to something Godlike.

Sadly I have lost many friends over the years who cannot understand why I dont completely abandon organised religion. People who feel that Catholicism is a waste of time as tha Deity is supposedly a being who makes decisions based on his mood that day. But yet listening to Science and Health and Bible recitations at a CS service has to be one of the dullest services on the face of the planet and then there is the money and the board meetings, mind games and fights. The truth is that Catholicism cannot escape Liturgy, they are trapped by it and CS services are locked into a victorian style service which also cannot be changed.

Yet God does not see denomination, he doesnt see Christian Science and another church called presbyterian or whatever, he does not have a Godhead to conceive such trivial man made divisions, He is Love.

We should never mistake organised religion for God nor should we write off vocal prayer as simply useless. Both have their purposes they help us to feel we are doing something, at the same time helping a community to grow.

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Divine Mercy and St Faustina Kowalska

For those of us who may identify with Catholicism, the Divine Mercy movement looks the same as everything else in the religion, mystery, apparitions, suffering, God is angry with the world and the world needs mercy. There isn´t any new information there for the average Catholic except maybe a little bit more guilt than before.

Yet, we need to take a closer look at this in order to translate it into something useful, metaphysical or spiritual. Let us begin with the history:

A young girl in Poland at age seven begins hearing voices, calling her to a more perfect way of life in 1912 in much the same way Samuel in the Bible hears voices. One evening ten years later she receives what can be described as an inner calling to leave a dance or Party and go to a different city, where, after a period of time she becomes a nun. From this comes certain commands while she receives visions of Jesus and Mary.

  1. To get an image painted of Jesus which will be part of a wider devotion
  2. To get a feast day in the Catholic Church established
  3. Certain Prayers known as the Divine Mercy Chaplet are to be made known.
  4. Establishing a prayer time of 3pm
  5. Establishing the Divine Mercy Movement and a new religious order.
  6. A diary to be kept recording these visions.

She is eventually beatified by the Catholic Church and is made a Saint.

The actual visions (which I will not go into here) are fairly easy to interpret and there is nothing supernatural about that if we look at them spiritually. By practicing contemplative prayer, she is very in touch with the world of spirituality and for her the understanding of God comes as a man Jesus. These visions are presented to us as the man Jesus and the woman Mary who decided to come and visit Faustina with messages. Yet theologically, it is much deeper than that and something much deeper is taking place but to human perception that is exactly how it is understood: Jesus and Mary come to visit.

The prayers and image and indeed all of the six points above are designed to take you into a meditative state if you use them, where you can here the gentle voice of Love talking with you. It is incredibly simple and if the message were to be summarised it would be simply:

To Come to God (Spirit or Love as we will call them) through what is called prayer and realise that you exist in him. Sadly though the word “God” brings up issues of harshness, rules, regulations etc and the word prayer equally brings up issues of the times we have pleaded with God for something (and didn´t get it) which has made us a bit twitchy. So now we kind of cringe a bit when religious language is used. If we define “mercy” as “God with us” and prayer as “meditation” or “contemplation” (rather than pleading for something) we can open ourselves a bit easier to what is being given here.

Unfortunately, the message which was given to the whole world has been rather quickly kidnapped, copyrighted and nailed to the floor as a Catholic devotion. Yet there was no mention of Protestants and Catholics in the messages themselves, just like most apparitions of Jesus and Mary at different times in the world. I am sure that the Priests and Nuns who run the Divine Mercy movement will be quick to point out that the image and diary are available to everyone and I am sure that is the case. Yet the language of the thing makes it a bit uncomfortable. Hell, sin, punishment, suffering and the Catholic sacraments which are clearly the culture of Faustina´s background and the vehicle though which the message is given.

I don´t intend to offer a new theology here but it is clear that the Divine Mercy movement was made for ALL PEOPLE and it is simply to bring them from the outside world into a deeper relationship with Love (God – call it what you want) by meditation (prayer). Quietening your mind enough to hear the still small Voice.

As the diary is copyrighted, of course I cannot quote from it, however I offer here some ways in which the definitions of religious terms could be used to make the diary a little bit more attractive to the 21st century:

Hell may be defined as a life without God – meaning a life living in the outer world.

Sacrament of Love or Communion may be defined as the point where you can hear that voice inside

Sinner can be described as a person who habitually deliberately avoids the inner mind.

The Image is a tool for meditation as well as the chaplet which would work in much the same way as the Rosary does, taking us deeper.

The loss of each soul does not mean that if you don`t pray you will go to a place to burn forever and be chased by a devil – but it does mean that to find peace here and in the hereafter you do need to be finding out what is real and what isn´t. Contemplation is the way to do that.

Yet sadly, we find ourselves being presented with a devotion to use to stop us being punished. The driving force for most people is “I am a bad person and I need to help myself out of this”. The typical God shown to us by well meaning Priests and Nuns is one about how Jesus suffered because of us and our sinfulness. That theology is ok for people who have not yet risen to understanding such things as mental prayer and that Love can interact with us personally but we need to get away from this kind of Victorian language that some are saved and some are damned. Who are we to judge? I thought we finished that when Vatican II came.

The call to Divine Mercy is a call to gratitude and loving our neighbours, the prayer groups which are being set up around the world called cenacles are powerful enough to bring about Love into our communities but only if their works are genuinely done out of Love rather than guilt. If done properly I believe the Divine Mercy movement could help us find peace in serving honestly and truthfully as well as bringing contemplative prayer to those who do not know it. But for that to happen we first need to redefine Church as a structure of Love, not a place to keep the Divine Mercy portrait hanging on a wall. It needs people who are really ready to go out there with zeal and truly help our neighbours.

The way in which this devotion is presented to us needs a radical rethink to avoid it ending up on the shelf along with a lot of other impractical theologies. Clearly the People who currently “own” it know there is something much deeper here than Jesus and Mary making us feel guilty and it would be really nice if they trusted us with having minds to follow it correctly instead of giving us Catholic sermons about hell punishment and guilt or worse still, shows of relics of St.Faustina as if somehow that was going to help.

The call is great, but it is a call to have a pure mind to contemplate, not another thing to punish us with.

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Catholicism and Christian Science

Like most 19th Century Churches, Christian Science has been unwilling or unable to find any kind of tolerance or good within Catholicism. Part of the reason is because of the timeframe from which CS emerged. Catholicism in those days was not the Catholicism of today. It was before the modernisation of the Church in the 60s with Vatican II and indeed Vatican I had just ran from 1869-1870 with it´s best known decision to declare the Pope infallible. There were many reasons to dislike it in those days, both politically and socially.

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